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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

an almost perfect lady.

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i'm not a girls girl. i don't have many girl friends. you know. i'm like belle/hannah in secret diary of a call girl. no, not the call girl part but in the fact that we both lack good girl friends. i don't know. it's just weird. girls, in general. and i know that i'm a girl; but i wonder if i ever behave like how i view girls to be. or maybe i haven't found that group of girls yet. to me, it's either the group's too nerdy, too cheena, too cool, too act cool, too kawaii, too bimbo, too everything except for the ones i'm looking for. AHHHHS. and i'm a girl who prefers hanging out with guys. my best friend's a guy. gimme a break. he knows me better than anyone else in the world. currently. and they do listen. (girls are a tide bit more self absorbed -- i know i am) if they are not too interested in the gaming or the electronic gadgets. and they care. at least those guy friends of mine. and they're funny! they make me laugh. and just because i hang out alot with them, doesn't give anyone the right to say i flirt around. right? i mean c'mon. i'm very happy with MY ONE AND ONLY BOOGIE BOOGIE BABY! ((((((: and i really don't like the fact other girls associate going out with alot of different guys as flirting or whatsoever. i mean thats completely narrow and they're completely jealous of me. well hahs? then they start spreading rumours about me. and there's actually one specific person who went around telling other guys that about me! omg. thats how loser.

so this is directed specifically to her: well too bad, and attribute that to you aren't being as pretty as me, aren't as sociable as me, aren't as smart as me, aren't as nice as me, aren't as colloquail as me and so on. so listen hard and listen well. don't go spreading rumours about me. because it doesn't improve your image or reputation at all. if you can do the rumouring about one person, you can do the rumouring about any person. no one's gonna want to be your friend right? i'll be praying for you.

and it is so not true that i don't have any girl friends AT ALL. there's steph. and she's my sister. and she's my friend. and she's my someone. and she's my person. my only girl person. so she's booked pple. and so am i. and she's the best.

anyways, today is holy thursday. tomorrow is good friday. then vigil saturday and easter sunday. pray well all of you out there! (((:

p.s. freaks are excluded from this okays. plus, we do have a few guys in our clique.
p.p.s. do you know that chupa chups carry their own line of perfume. and it totally smells good. (((:

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